Ah, you have no clue, obviously that i crushed on you for most of this year. When you walk into the room, or i see you cutting by my heart skips. In fact, I don't think anyone knows i crush on you, which is fun. I've heard a rumor that you like and that'd be awesome, i don't think i would actually date you, but i like the idea of it. When i talk to you i am always laughing or smiling or bantering back with you. I forget the woes of the day and am solely focused on your presence which is... refreshing!
Most of all, after a tough summer of on again off again fights and makeups with another stupid boy, you were the first one that showed i could move on and be safe with the knowledge that i could find some one else if i wanted to. You paid attention to me, and asked how i was, told me i looked good that day when i know i didn't. So thanks. It was the final blow to my fantasy that i needed my ex around. After that i all but stopped thinking and talking to/ about that kid. You have no idea that you did that for me, but you did. I stopped thinking about my mistakes and what could have been and i focused on you. and i loved it.
So thanks for having that stupid laugh and goofy smile, knowing the words to every song (and not being afraid to sing it) for calming me down when i was being stupid and couldn't control my anger and for generally being cool. You rock, and i still crush on you for sure, but like i said, i can't imagine anything would ever come of it. So i can crush without consequence, sounds nice right? it is, i think i'll continue.
I hope people i know don't read this and think they know who it is, cause i highly doubt it is who you think it is lolllllzzzz. (sorry had to add that)
Love (well, Like)
Genevieve
p.s USA USA, forget the Slovenians. USA USA
i hope my crush is as patriotic as i am.
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